Rosezelle's arguments do make very good sense and there is no need for me to go off on a tangent if I don't get to go to the Houston, Texas World Film Fest. I think that is what that grand shindig is called.

Next summer,..I will want to go to see the stage play about Nellie and me and I will want to go to Kentucky to launch THE BLACK HEART BOOK with the whole crew. There is a group trying to organise a busload of folks, who want to see this play, and all of those folks seem to want to cheer us all on and wish good luck to the play on it's opening!!

Rosezelle says that she will get a special car for us to ride in to go to the opening of the play, but I might buy a bus ticket under the name of Stanelle Yodere and sit in the middle or back of the bus.

I would wear my assistive listening device, which has head phones,..and anyone looking at me would think that I was listening to a tape or disc!! In truth,..I would be listening to what the folks around me were saying about the play!

Heh! If anyone would look at me with any curiosity,..they would see a quiet woman in a dark dress,..who speaks to any and all who would speak to her,..but basically sits scribbling notes about the ideas, that the people around her inspire in her head!!

If I could stop taking all of my blood pressure meds,..my hair would be curly again and with all of the weight I am losing,..I would look nothing like I do in my online images!! I would be the only person, who would know that I was a major charactor in the play that we were all going to see.

In my point of view,..it would be nice if ALL of life could be like that or could have been like that over twenty five years ago when the TERRIBLE thing happened. Still I am thankful for the "now time."