I can't seem to write the offensive stories,..that I threatened to write and then,...post them!! The only thing that I was able to post and get response about was on my usual fanboard and that post was about a parody of THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS!!
I had made up my mind to be REEEEEEEAAAALLY OFFENSIVE, BUT I FOUND MYSELF BECOMING OFFFENDED BY THE NASTY STORIES THAT I WAS TRYING TO WRITE AND STOPPED WRITING THEM! I can't even write and post nasty stories.......properly!!! I will have to settle for funny stories!!!
I tried going to chat and learning to type better for conversation,..but I seem to scare off the folks in the #lexx chatroom. I'm stymied!!

Densmorereid has said "no" to the making of a screenplay,..based on the WALKING FREE story. The Buzzy Bee is afraid that she will lose the screen and movie rights to the story.
Gaaaaah!!
The woman turned down an offer for a screen play!!! Does she know what she has done!!?????? THE GRATING SOUND NOW HEARD IS STANELLE AS SHE GRINDS HER TEETH IN EXTREME FRUSTRATION!!! Such an offer does not come everyday!! I do not think that Rosezelle realizes this. I was reminded once more as to who is in the employment of whom,..and that my "carousing" on that scandelous bboard is a threat to anything that could be accomplished in a "moral" way!! THE PERSON,..WHO REMINDED ME OF THIS JUST TURNED DOWN A MOVIE CONTRACT!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
I am supposed to keep "my nose" .........clean and "free of scandel?" For whom?
XXXX RATED STORIES...HERE I COME!!!!!!

This has to be short and sweet. There is an offer to make a screen play and movie about Nellie Zimmerman's life. This would be a regular movie-house-type-movie. All I can do is wait and see what Densmorereid will decide. The major decisions are out of my hands.
..Is, "Life is more than what you see!"...really true? Or is Nellie's faith in LIFE,...all just a dream,..the dream of a deaf-blind woman,..who wanted to be remembered?
..In January,..there will be an article in the Cleveland Plain Dealer about my life with Nellie. All that I can do is sit and wait!! It's all in God's hands! whatever he is!

I just got home from putting in a nine hour day at the nursing home. They are trying to get me to do PRN floor nursing. I cannot do that. I have to go beyond that and I don't know how!! I think that is why I am pushing working in the activities. I get to spend actual quality time with people,..who need that quality time.
..I am pushing towards something and I do not know what that something is. I guess that I just keep feeling that there is more to life and I cannot figure out what it is!! Home,..family,...work? I think a certain sociability is what I am lacking in my life,..plus my undying urge to reach for the unreachable........whatever that is!! Or where ever that is!!
Christmas is coming. What is it that I am after?

I am so tired that I can bearly sit up at the keyboard! From noon till two, I worked with my homecare client. She would not go to bed nor would she exercise today!! I left early as her son was coming and he does not want to pay me to do what he can do for her himself!!
.. I, then,..went to work at the nursing home. Passing pills is easy. Once that was done,..I was hi-jacked for the other half of my job in the activities dept. The little old ladies are fastinated by the fact that I can sing in sign language!! They know that I don't hear very well, but as I have said before,..this has only made me more friends with the residents of the home!!
..I know that I am getting my hair colored and losing some weight,.however,..one of the aides ran up behind me,..pushed my butt into a wheel-chair and asked me where my room was!!!
..I am getting a jar of retin-a......tomorrow,...no matter what the church says about hiding your age being a sin!!

..Anger is not the way out of my problems with my family's over-protectiveness. I need to think my way out of this. God gave me a brain and even if only half of it is supposed to be working,..I've got to use that half-brain, that I have, to it's maximum usage as it is the only brain,..inside my head!!
..School is out next Friday. I have one more exam and two term papers and one essay to finish!! This might not seem like much, but considering that i am starting a new job on Friday, it will be a race with time and an effort just to see if i can get everything done!!
.. I plan to make another entry in this blog later on today..with some observations on school, life,..and the boys!!

Bill wrote my old friend,..Clarie,..about how he and his dad have been busy..."keeping an eye on mom since she had her last stroke!!"
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
That boy is getting too big for his britches!! I am getting too angry even to comment on his protectiveness!! Clarie and I have been friends for twenty years and will not believe such "malarky!!!"

So I''m not going to kill the kids,...just maim them a little. I have to admit...I might have done about the same sort of thing when I was 22years old!!
Is someone becoming obscessed with Christmas? Bill and his Dad are putting up the Christmas tree. I am playing scrooge. I think it is too early to put up the tree,..but tell that to five cats and an over excited 22 year old,..his best bud,..who is 19 years old,..and a 65 year old teenager!!!!!
I pushed down a huge piece of carmel apple pie. NEVER AGAIN!! I, TOO,..AM LEARNING THE MEANING OF THE WORD..."BLOATED".. from first hand experience. No more over-eating for me!!
The sister-in-law type people came over for dinner. I made fresh vegetable salad, green bean with mushroom casserole,, dressing, mashed potataoes,..gravy,...chicken noodles and "egg-nog" corn muffins. Everything went well till I brought out the carmel apple pie. The one sister-in-law asked if I was trying to kill her!!! (hearing joke!!)
As I already ticked off from yesterday's prank that William had pulled on me,..I smarted off at her.
"No, " I said, "If I was trying to kill everyone,..I would have let YOU make the apple pie and bring it over!!!"
EVERYONE LAUGHED AS THEY THOUGHT THAT I MEANT TO BE FUNNY.
I cannot even be successfully "smart-ass" anymore!! Tomorrow,..back to the term papers!! I am almost done!!