I just got home from putting in a nine hour day at the nursing home. They are trying to get me to do PRN floor nursing. I cannot do that. I have to go beyond that and I don't know how!! I think that is why I am pushing working in the activities. I get to spend actual quality time with people,..who need that quality time.
..I am pushing towards something and I do not know what that something is. I guess that I just keep feeling that there is more to life and I cannot figure out what it is!! Home,..family,...work? I think a certain sociability is what I am lacking in my life,..plus my undying urge to reach for the unreachable........whatever that is!! Or where ever that is!!
Christmas is coming. What is it that I am after?