..I guess that I was not very nice to Bill in my last post. In truth, I am not very nice to Bill in any of my posts!! It is hard for me to realize that he is a grown man. All parents,..I suppose have a hard time with that particular fact. It is hard for me to realize that a little girl,..no a young woman,..has given up her religious vocation and left a convent because she is in love with him.
..As a parent,..I must have done something right. My husband and I have raised a human being, that another person is in love with. That, itself, is an accomplishment. But what kind of an adult will this young man become? "The boy is father to the man"......I will just have to wait and see!!
..As a human being, I will be forever obscessed with the need to prove myself. I have three college degrees,..and am working on a fourth. I am supposed to be working on a second manuscript, but I am finding every excuse under the sun to keep me from getting started. Questing Truth is going to get tired of my messing around and decide not to write with me if I don't settle down and get to work.
I will lose my writing option in April if I don't come up with something worth the publishing company's time and energy. I am a terrible procastinator and a flake when it comes to getting things done on time. I also spend too much time growling about things, that have happened in my past,..and too much energy,..resenting things, that were said or done to me,..intentionally or unintentionally!!
..My escape from reality is to make a joke out of everything!! Still,..one cannot hate the whole world and a good laugh is a thing, that is hard to find in a world like ours,' is today!! If I can make one person smile, during a sad moment of their life,..then,..I will have accounted for my getting out of bed that morning!!

.....Stanelle,
avec un "n!'