Annie is no better. I will have to force myself to go and see her. MS,..cancer,..toxic shock syndrom,..whatever...death and disease have no sense of humor!
I STILL maintain that it is NOT "the meaning of life," which in the long run,..that counts...per se,..but the meaning "IN" one's life as one lives one's life,..which really matters!!

What makes one's life...meaningful?

Close family and friends,..who truly care about one another,....as I have truly experienced these things in my life,..I DO know what I am talking about!! I know what I am talking about!!
I still have a hard time believing that that cable company took Annie's webtv away from her. It probably was the only thing that kept her sane for all those years in bed. That and writing those stupid scifi stories,..I guess,..which in the long run were destined to disappear. Once Annie let her imagination run loose,..the two of us came up with some pretty funny stuff!!
While..her mind..is still aware of what is going on,..I will write for her,..I think, the "so-called" chocolate love story,"..which she refused to write for herself.

If anyone had ever told me that anyone's impending.."demise"..could give ME writer's bock,..I would have laughed in their faces.
Even after the mini-stroke that took away my ability to type a year or so ago,..I would have never believed that anything COULD HAVE turned off my flow of "verbage!"
The blank stare on Annie's face...caused by the ravages of the MS and the build-up of MS plaques in her brain...is causing an open oozing...wound on my soul! No wonder I can"t write!