Hip-hip-hoooray!

The BLACK HEART BOOK is published and printed and ready to go!! And it is in hardback!!

Annnnnnnnnnnnd,....(OBSERVATORY AND OBLIGATORY BELLS,..WHISTLES,..AND HORNS MAY NOW SOUND!!)We have orders for all of the hard backbooks in stock!!!!!!!!!

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To those, who said that this could not be done, or to those who backed out of this project to follow their cliques,..to those....whose negative words or influence was all they could bring in the past two years,..spent working on this project....

READ THIS AND WEEP!

To those who encouraged,

..to those,..who served as a crying towel in the time of many tears shed,

..to those whose patience went on and beyond and on above the call of duty,



..GOD BLESS YOU!!

What more can I say?

The last Sunday that I went to Deaf Church, "Jello' signed a solo. ("Jello" is my parapelegic deaf friend, who has just gotten her license for manual driving.) She'll never walk again so she has been told by the "medical establishment,..but she can surely sing..in sign language! The grace and fluidity in which one sign flowed into another and the "beatific" expression on her face was certainly a sight to see! Her face glows when one talks to her, she always has something good to say about the person that she is exchanging comments,

"The church lady,"..who is our local "gossip"...(deaf idiom is cute for this sign..."lift both left hand and right hand to chest level,..make the "G" hand with three fingers tucked down into one's palm, straighten first finger and thumbs on both hands,.and then touch the tips of the first finger and the thumbs together repetitively. Both hands with the fingers flying look like to ducks quacking at each other!!)...told me that one of the younger women in the church was talking about how she felt that a man as nice as "Jello's" husband was being wasted on a woman as disabled as "Jello!"

I wonder how "Jello" feels about this?

I can't describe how happy "Jello" looked as she sang of how her feelings of how God had blessed her and how she felt that life was so worth living!! This from a woman, who can't walk,..has been deaf from early childhood,..has just had a devastating stroke,..and has suffered from migraine headaches all her life!! Since her stroke,.."Jello" has lost her job,..been mocked by her one hearing daughter for continuing to go to deaf church and for holding up her faith in God! I'm going to church,..I think,..just to see how this brave woman copes with a reality that I would find it impossible to deal with!

I am sorry that I did not make it to Deaf Church this Sunday, but I had a hard time breathing last night. It is getting harder and harder to push the air in and out of my lungs...so back to the doctor's office again tomorrow!

I just watched the next to the last of the "Amish In The City" TV show! Ha! The California city kids got to go to the country and do a little farm work!!

Again,..Ha!

And ha!! Again!!

The club promoter refused to shovel manure!!

The "busboy"....(a glorified kitchen worker????) refused to stay in the barn and fields...BECAUSE HE COULDN'T HANDLE THE SMELLS!! These two refused to shovel sheep manure..because it made their eyes water!! My favorites, Mose and Ruth,...were mortified because of their housemates' behavior!!

Mose just might go back to being Amish,..I think!! It would be a waste if he does not! This man, still in "rumspringa"..has the "fortitude" to deal with the "Life."

Mose kept speaking about how going back to the quiet of the country and how the one family had such peace and love amonst themselves. I think that a man such as Mose needs a close loving family relationship and I don't think that he could find it amongst such as the California "fluffheads"..that he is living with on the TV show.

I realize that the "fluffheads" were chosen by the producers of the show just because of the fluffiness of their brains, but their behavior reminds me sooo much of the online behavior of some folks that I have met in the past two years!!

LMAO at Miss Ariel, the veggy-tar-ian,..she almost croaked at the sight of a roast suckling pig!! I can appreciate the "delicacy of her feelings," but..come on,..really,..those folks went to all that trouble to fix her and the others a nice dinner and all she had was a white "pukey-face!!"

I wonder how she would have handled a "butane-filled" exploding chicken?

Or helping a cow give birth to a calf?

How about helping a human woman give birth to a baby in her own bath tub?

Or sitting up all night long with a lady, who has fallen out of her wheelchair and got sent home from the hospital because the hospital did not know what to do with her?? When the morphine wears off,..pain sets in, and a broken leg can be hell without morphine, and you are seventy five years old, and you are miles and miles from the nearest hospital.

Oh..sorry!

I just MUST BE MAKING THIS UP AS MY READER HAS NEVER EXPERIENCED SUCH AN EXPERIENCE IN THEIR OWN REAL LIFE!!

Such things really happen in real life, but I have learned from online experiences that there are folks, who will deny such things,..because they have never experienced those things themselves!!

Bill says that I am being too judgemental. Perhaps,..but this show is only reinforcing in me my thoughts and views on certain types of folks,..whose views on life..appear to be..much narrower..than even mine!!

I am experiencing the joy of babysitting today!! HE is only two months old and as far as HE is concerned,..HE is the only person in the universe!! Talk about self-absorption!! Have you ever watched anyone stare at their own spit as they blow spit bubbles?????

Both husband and son left the room when we discovered that there was a "change on the way!!" I got to do the honors!!

To HELL WITH "SOYA-LAC!!" YECCCHIE POO!

And that is exactly what it was!!

Rosezelle's new idea is so radical that I'm "SHAKIN' in my boots!!"


Our own company?


I REALLY GOTTA THINK THIS ONE OVER! I REALLY DO!



Could the two of us REALLY....say and do THOSE things?? Would it be the right business move??

Hmmmmn! I don't see why not!! Business moves..are not labled..




"Just for men!!"

Those...terrorists....killed all of those Russian children in that school house. They killed all those children.

Do?

Do?

Do?

(deaf idiom--hold hands in the 'C" position,..both left and right hands. Bring tips of the first finger and thumb together rapidly like the flighty wings of the soul of a butterfly! The souls of children perhaps?")

(Q) What good did that do?

(A) None!

(Q) What did it accomplish?

(A) Nothing!

(Q) Who did it help?

(A) No one!

All of those children! All of those poor children.

I cannot believe that such an act could be done for any purpose or cause because it serves NO purpose or NO cause. Such an act is done just to show the world that it can be done,..I do believe.

Like the rest of the world,..I can only sit back in horror and watch the news about what happened and express my heart-felt horror. This goes beyond those actions and activities that I have listed in my "study of human nature."