I am depressed. My skin is breaking out because I have eaten 3.6 pounds of chocolate in the past two days from anxiety!! I put away another pound of carmel chocolate this evening and Bill and Shawn became absolutely ill watching me!!
What's wrong?
It's my old feeling that to get the respect of my fellow human beings,...I must jump through hoops or "walk-on-water!!"
The astronauts going down did not help things,..but when a friend said in an e-mail that she thought that I should be gld that the review was in the paper at the same time that the story of the death of the astronauts and that OUR REVIEW would be read by folks looking for good news after growing tired of reading about dead astronauts.......I REALLY felt ill!!
This "friend" is of the type,..who would put the dead astronaut's helment up for sale on e-bay and charge an extra ten thousand dollars...if the head of the dead astronaut..were still in it!!
I SHOULD be very happy! I have my heart's desire: WALKING FREE has been reviewed in a major newspaper and this weekend..is the MEETING,..that will decide just how this story will be marketed and to whom!!! Lloyd is after me to get a new hearing aide and use it on our speaking tours. I see no reason to.