Two opposing groups, who can't get along,..and I happen to like people from both groups. Betrayal,..accusation,.and drama,..which I never wanted. All this because I wanted to make peace with one group and thought that I was at least friendly with the other group!! I think that I really belong to neither group. One group hates everyone else outside their little group. The other group only wishes to associate with it's own members....like a parking meter,..that keeps violating itself!!! I am totally convinced that I am like neither group. I don't want to be like either. What on earth goes through people's minds. I am going to let Rosezelle pick out out the other people for the movie except for the three that I already have. I am cured of thinking that I no longer need to learn...."more about human nature." Just because someone sends me an e-mail does not mean that they are any different than the people,..that I meet in my real life. I guess that I could call that a sort of "revelation." What is the word,..that I am looking for?