Ok,..so I am not working at the nursing home anymore. And I feel like crap. Then,..I stop and think about how my GPA was going down and about how I really want to learn more about computers...and other people. And I think of how my time at the nursing home was pulling my GPA down. I actually got a "D" on a test!! Gaaaaaaah! The sky is not falling,..but i feel like it is! i like getting my "A's and B's!"
I have a hunger to be around other people, and not just on the other end of an e-mail or on the other end of a chat situation. l like other people and not the type of "safe family isolation" that my husband has made into a way of life. His dad was deaf. His siter is going deaf. I am hard of hearing. Lloyd is really safe. He surrounds himself with hard of hearing and deaf people and never really has to face..."the others," the true hearing...as we call them.
Oh! Oh! I must get to class!